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I'm still crying about the other day
I'm still shredded up from all the nasty things you say
You know you're acting out my nightmares when you switch on me
You act real sweet and then at random you act cruelly

Why do you say it if you don't really mean it?
Why do you say I Love You if you don't really do it?
If you don't care
Please go away and leave me all alone with all the love I made
For you and you alone

You don't know why you do the cruel things you do to me
But I do
It's so clear that you resent me
But I don't make you do things I don't control your life
So stop treating me like I'm your next ex-wife

Why do you take it if you don't really want it
Why do you take my love if you don't really want it
If you don't care
Drop everything and leave me so that I can give my badass love to someone who will treasure it

The worst part is
I can't explain to you
The abusiveness of all the things you put me through
If I tried to you would only tear me up again
So I lock it up inside so we can be friends

You don't see your own father when you act this way
But if I could make you a video and replay
You'd be disturbed
'Cause I know inside your heart is good
And that's why I forgive you every time you break my heart in two

I have given you so much I can't believe that you
Cannot see all and everything I do for you
Or maybe you do see it and it makes you feel bad
You don't want to give as much to me, it makes you mad

But it's so easy let me try and spell it out for you
All you have to do is treat me sweet like I treat you
It's not complicated
All you really have to do is be a little less selfish

It feels good to love
Except when it feels real bad
When your lover treats you mean and you wanna leave the scene it's

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from E N J O Y M E N T, released April 4, 2019

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Admiral Grey Brooklyn, New York

Admiral Grey is a multidisciplinary artist, resident of the world and ardent human. You can hear some of her other music with the bands Cellular Chaos, Ecstatics, Glass Lamborghini, Drayton Sawyer Gang, The Simple Pleasure, and in theater and film.
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